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Sunday, April 15, 2007

I started to feel depressed...i dun understand my friend n my family...take givan for example last time watever joke i tell she will laugh now....she will say i lame...
my brother are alway fighting over computer i going crazy soon i cry almost everyday even i am typing i am crying wat have happen ...i dun noe why...when elyna cut herself i feel she is siao now i feel like cutting too but i dun dare....everyday i look happy but actually i am lost in my world lost forever can i still find my world out n see the sun again i dun noe when i listen to the song graduate i am sad i have a feel that we will separate FOREVER i am sad what is happening to me where is my smile i feel like dying should i kill myself?
friday..jian kuo give me a paper written all the mushy thing should i give him a chance? but i am just a bad girl very bad girl why he like me i should avoid him i think ....i am confused by all this thing i need a person who i can trust to tell her all my secrets i need help and exam is coming
My mother scold me that i am a bad girl i just want to go to hong kong and we will raise fund but she just dun let ..i cant concentrate in my study the past few weeks i really need help



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its just an illusion-
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